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I was abused
ended up living But you came
in a children’s home Why did you come
When I came out I pray to God one day I can forgive you
I had to hustle But I am not ready
a bit here No, not ready
a bit there
I had to care for my daughter Now, I find joy where I can
Blessings I play with my daughter
sweet Blessings
she has cerebral palsy When I wear my sweater
I have to take I am beautiful
good care of her It doesn’t reveal what struggles
I thank God I have seen
I have her it is so blue, so much brighter than
and I have my grandma my past
my past had no colours
I wrote a letter to my mum. I asked her And I know my future will be better
why did you ruin my life?
I was in the children’s home The clear blue
Life was a little good to me It makes me believe
and you came and said that all my dreams will
this is my come true
missing child
You took me away
but you didn’t take care of me I wish I had my life complete
You left me in the streets I wish my daughter could recover and
be like other kids
Someone took me I wish GOD could hear my prayers
I got pregnant so young and answer them all
and after one year
my baby was ill I wish I could get a better job and
she can do so little take good care of my family
I wish God could give
If you hadn’t taken me my grandmother eternal life
from the children’s home I wish I had never been treated badly
I would have learned things in my life
I would not have been pregnant so young I wish I could get the best daddy for
I would have stayed in school my daughter Blessings
I would have been older before I wish I can pass through all challenges
becoming a mum in life but not fail and lastly I wish
so I could have taken good care of her all will be well in life.

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